Wow... just came back from a night out with my pri sch gang! The brains of the gang, aka Thomas just came back from completing his masters in Harvard... Yes, nod your head and say "wow", and Ber just came back from her dance 'tour' in LA after 2 whole mths.

We hung out at Plaza Sing before heading back to chill at Thomas', for a night of drinks, prata, mahjong and amazing conversations.
I finally learnt how to play mahjong the right way, the orthodox and cool way, with all the 'dais' and all. Pwah, complicated but mind-stimulating.

I realised how much we missed Thomas' prescence in the group (esp for his little quips) and of course, we missed having Ber there, for her commentary. I probably didnt say much today, as i am learning, to take a back seat, open my eyes and start observing the people around me, and take in as much as i can. It is an ultimate pleasure to see someone else's perspective and understand how their mind works.

We always end the whole night with meaningful conversations, understanding the going ons in everyone's life and seriously catching up, for all the missed events in our lives. Somehow when i hear them talking about their love and lives, i realised that i didn't have anything to say.
It wasn't because of anything, but just the fact that i am tired. I, for once, feel the relief and lightness of not being in a relationship. It is really a much needed break. I am glad that i didn't hafta think of anything else, and let my mind and heart just heal and rest.

The feeling is much like heaving a sigh, and breathing out real good.

I hope this feeling stays in me, the peaceful and tranquil feeling.

I can see light now, in my future, not alot yet, but abit. It is all good. Everything's gonna be just fine.