Sunday, August 28, 2005

I am supposed to be preparing for that big fat deal of a presentation tomorrow, but somehow i got distracted and decided to come online for a little blog-fest.

It's been a great week, really tiring but filled with love.

I gotta catch up with Gwennie, my dear couz from Aussie-land when she came back for a week-long holiday. Amidst all the chilli crabs & chwee kuey, we gotta talk quite abit, and understand abit more about each other's life. She is really one strong gal. Taught me alot about understanding yourself, listening to others and following your heart. To me, Mel & Gwen are like the big sistas i never had. For that, i lurvvveee them to bits.

Of course, meeting up with the pri sch gang is always good. We went to have buffet at Yuki Yaki, or is it Yaki Yuki? Haha. Had a whole lot of meat and sushi, and of course great conversation. Walked along the stretch along the Esplanade and just took in the sights n sounds. Sometimes maybe i tend to take a back seat, listening to their lives, rather than sharing mine. It's still a great feeling having them there for me. They watched me grow up, they understand me, and they have always been here for me. I couldn't ask for more.

Met Yun for coffee yesterday. She is my good girlfriend, and maybe she is going through a rough patch now, but i think everything has a way of working out. I can only hope that she reaches the end of her rainbow soon and find that pot of gold. Maybe it's because we've went through so much together as childish teenagers in the past, that now, i really feel like i need to be there for her, i wanna be there for her.

I am beginning to appreciate the things around me a little more. I appreciate my family and my friends a whole lot more. All it takes is a bit of effort and a bit of heart, to show that you care. I am constantly looking at myself and thinking that i really was too much of a self-absorbed bitch in the past, when i could have done alot more for my friends and my loved ones. I hope it is not too late now, to better myself and care more about the people around me, with my heart.

It does feel good to love the people around you. Try it.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey pam!nice to see u all cheer-ry now :) glad that things are gg well for u. u're one hell-of-a non-tao-hu gal!

9:51 PM  
Blogger Pammie said...

thanks addy, i am still tao-hu though. =)

1:49 PM  

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