Ahhhh tired from partying from the last 2 nites. Next week's gonna be hell week at work so i guess its pretty much enjoy while you can.

Went to meet the pri sch gang on friday nite for Sakae Sushi, before heading down to Alley Bar for some huge slurpee-like Margharitas. Ooh they were fantastic but damn filling. Huge things. Activity of the day was food, food and more food. After sushi and drinks, we headed down to Newton for supper! haha just watching them eat was a whole lot of fun too.

the gang at Alley Bar

Spent yesterday with Ernie in town, doing what we do best, walking and talking all the way from Wheelock to PS and back again. I have no idea how we could just talk non-stop, and conversations just seem to flow so easily, it amazes me. We could just people watch and start laughing away at them or rolling our eyeballs and the other seems to get exactly what one wanted to say. We had silly conversations one second, and can't stop laughing and really reflective conversations the next, discussing about life and such. Well, contrary to popular belief, I realise i am very much of a THINKER... (yes, stop doubting you evil people) He seems to think i over-analyse stuff and i ponder alot about what-ifs, and what may happen even though no one seems to be able to tell. shit, maybe i should have majored in philo, and start wondering about existence, to be or not to be.

Through the millions of conversations, i felt that this stuck...

What is the biggest mistake of your life?

I know 23 years of existence may not exactly equate to LIFE now, but i guess its the journey so far. I thought long and hard and wondered if there was anything i did wrong in my life so far. I realised that there is no one stark mistake that stands out, cos everything i did, although sometimes may not be the best that i could have done, were done my way, leading to a consequence in my life. Everything happens for a reason and it shapes the way my life has turned out. I guess i wouldn't want to change anything in my life, yet. Maybe the closest thing i would call a mistake is to not know how to love well enough, and losing the love of my life. Maybe i could have been more patient, maybe i could have been more selfless, maybe i could have listened. The only thing i am glad for is that i could still do these things and all is not lost.

I am not going to change the person i am just for the person i love. I am me. But, i feel that with no compromise, nothing is gonna work out, and i am willing to compromise to the extent that i feel comfortable with. I guess, for love, everything is worth it. I just hope, FATE will stop toying around with us, and let us be, for now is the time we appreciate everything more than ever, having lost it once.

so, what is your biggest mistake of your life?