it is a fitting weather for a not-very-nice day. it is pouring outside and well, it seems like it is pouring around me too.

maybe christmas really is break-up season. i keep receiving bad news recently and it seems to befall those who are nearest and dearest to me. 3 very special people, close to my heart have somehow told me the news that i never wanted to hear from anyone... "she broke up with me", "she left me"...

they are severe words to hear and words that simply end a bond between 2 people. it wasn't very long ago that i went through the very same pain, and felt the loss that they felt. Now, i am reliving it again... this time through them. As they begin to tell me their pain, i feel lost. I hurt for them till it brought tears through my eyes, and sometimes i wish i could be there for them, just like they were here for me. i wanna tell them that "everything's gonna be ok" but even i don't know that.

if i could have one wish, i wish that all their pain will go away instantly. i wish that maybe they didn't have to go through what i went through... it's too hard and too cruel. maybe all i can say is that time will heal all wounds and take away all the pain.

i just hope that you are ok and just keep going despite all the pain and you will see the sun again one day.

take care my dears... you know who you are...

"Time will always heal the pain
Bring the sun and dry the rain
Things work out with time
If you want them too"
- Time, Tommy Page