Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Updates...

oooo its been oh-so-long- since i've last updated so now its time to swamp u guys!

Work
Work has been so tiring with marathon meetings, publishing plans, budgets, press conferences, interviews and all the admin stuff to do, to the point where i am so drained. The days seem to pass so much faster and i know that when people ping me on msn and half the time i am not around to reply. I don't sit at my desk long enough to type a blog entry or to even blog-surf... Tho' tiring, its been really rewarding too, just knowing that things are really picking up for our department and new challenges await. As usual, i complain too much at work and i am so thankful for the SAINT sitting next to me, always there to back me up, no matter what... and the companionship from the crappy people keep me going...

but, i still wish i won't hafta work this entire weekend! argh!

Friends, Wedding & Love
Tho so tired and busy, i'm very glad that i still have my social life and people around to preserve my sanity. Met up with the musketeereens after the boys' exams, met up with the council peeps for coffee & walas, went for a HAPPENING bachelorette party, went for a wedding, met up with my beloved uni mate... too many to even list

there are happy moments, sweet moments,sad moments, breakups & crying episodes, while meeting these friends of mine. problems are being shared, and well, it does make the bond btw people so much stronger, so thank god for problems. haha.

all i know is, life will be so much quieter without my friends... and i treasure each and everyone of them soooooooooo much, including you, reading this now.

trips
i am just so looking forward to HONG KONG 2 weeks later, with some really cool people, where i am sure these will be in our itinerary--- shopping, Disneyland, shoes in mongkok, and eating all the dim sum in the world! Also, i'm going DIVING! argh, kinda excited being able to go for dives with my council mates... it would be so much fun, jus talking nonsense, being crazy and seeing the big-ass fishes under water!

us
i dunno whether to pen this down or not, but things have been really looking up and going well. seeing some future ahead and there seems to be a light somewhere... all i know is that we both really appreciate this second chance, and that even if things do not work out one day, all is good.

like i told him, thank god for the period of time where we were able to resolve things on our own, as 2 separate beings, and that we managed to resolve things as 2 people, not as a unit, nor a couple. having said that, the real work & test does come when we start resolving things as one.
whatever happens, somehow, i am very zen about it, like this really mild come-what-may mindset. it really doesn't matter anymore. we've been through the worst together and somehow, came out of it breathing & alive, albeit some scarring.

The scars wont go away, but it will fade, it will heal, and i guess, it stays, to remind us of a lesson we both learnt dearly, and it almost cost us a hand and a leg, but most importantly, it taught us to treasure everything so much more.

i'm not about to go all emo about it... but just thankful, that we never allowed anyone or anything to come between us, and we know we will always have each other in our hearts. =)




1 Comments:

Blogger renZ said...

stay happy! :)

Will be back in 2 weeks!!

7:57 AM  

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