I'm on a roller coaster. An emotional one. People who know me, know that i hate roller coasters. I prefer the stability of a rowboat on a serene lake.

Last night was a night of phonecalls.

It was one after another of calls from really unexpected peeps. Well, let's just say that news travel fast and bad news travel even faster.

1) Wake up call from Merly.
Its amazing what it did for me. My dear Merly basically told me off n woke me up from the illusion that i had about him.
"Go out with your friends, and don't ever think that you're out with them cos you broke up.You're out with them cos they are your friends. "
Thanks girly.... sorry u had to babysit me through all the crap. Kinda forgot that she is one year younger than me. *sheepish smile*

2) Weird call from Kel
Kelvin was my track junior back in the rv days. He was a great friend almost like a younger brother. He grew up and now looks 35. He called out of the blue and said he knew about what happened. It was weird but great how some friends never change and that they will always care for you. Thanks man..... its how these little sincere acts from my dearest friends make my day.

3) Nice call from Ah sen
Ah sen's just great. He was my knight in shining armour when he came and picked me up the day it happened. He has seen me through all my tears and mucus.... and he never left. I'm thankful and blessed for having such great pals.

Not to mention the incredulous amounts of time my friends and dear cousin have been spending with me just to keep my mind off stuff. Thanks.

It just sucks that HE could just walk out of my life, leaving me to clean up the mess, face the music and explain matters to everyone.

At least i have Star Wars preview tics to tide me through tonight..... :)

Love you all.........