I am not made to be single.

I don't fear commitment, i fear extreme loneliness. The loneliness is overwhelming, in both ways, not having someone physically beside you, just to hold your hand, and the loneliness you feel when you heart is empty. I just don't think i have the emotional makeup of a single. I crave long walks on the beach and talks till the wee hours of the night. I miss cuddles and plans for the future. I am lost without it.

It was a whirlwind weekend and was too exhausted to blog.

Had our mag's first anniversary celebration at Heeren over the weekend. Gave out so many goodie bags and smiled till my cheeks were sore, not to mention jelly legs too. Response was great and that was kinda worth all the effort.

Bumped into alot of people when i was damn unglam, Charles (who was looking like a poseur David Beckham), my fave Addy (looking radiant and in love) and Melvin, (a dear pri & sec sch friend, n made plans to meet up for coffee, how sweet!) .

Bought another pair of Levi's... Square cut! Yeah... very happy with it. Can finally find something in Levi's that fits me!

At the end of the weekend, when i finally sat down and reflected on my new material acqusition (jeans), 2 days of wonderful company (HJ n Kate) , 2 days of nice meals ( Sakae, Thai Express n NYDC)...

i still end up feeling empty.