My thoughts are churning, continuously.

I wouldn't say i am upset, or depressed. I am actually just relieved that i can see another path, besides the very path that my heart yearns to stick to.

I wouldn't say that i am totally happy either, i am just trudging on, with life, not feeling. I don't know what would go through my heart if i let it feel again.

I am not forsaking anyone, or not keeping my promises. I would love to, cos i know by doing that i would be following my heart, but right now, there is no reason for keeping those promises, and i am not given that option.

So i am still doing the only thing that i can do, move on with my life. Come what may.

But, i know, it is never say never.