Suddenly, i realised that my life might come across as "happening" to some, cos i go out and party so much.
Trust me, it's not.
I go out so often cos i am very afraid of being alone and being lonely (diff connotations). Sometimes, being at home too much, i will start dwelling on the sad stuff and fall into depression. For now, i think i might actually be ok staying at home for awhile, cos i know even though i am physically alone, i don't think i am lonely, in my heart.
But, i am still scared that it will all come back again. Terrified.
Trust me, it's not.
I go out so often cos i am very afraid of being alone and being lonely (diff connotations). Sometimes, being at home too much, i will start dwelling on the sad stuff and fall into depression. For now, i think i might actually be ok staying at home for awhile, cos i know even though i am physically alone, i don't think i am lonely, in my heart.
But, i am still scared that it will all come back again. Terrified.
2 Comments:
Dont bluff....the Pam I know SUPER HAPPENING!!!! Make me look like some hermit living in Bt Timah Hill (Actually I quite loner)
Hoi, u're not lor! Stay Bukit Timah, sound like rich kid... muhahah
ok we much catch up sometime soon, and be happening together, so that i can finally meet her!
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