someone commented that its been really nice to see the change in the tone of my blog... from what it was a few months ago...

"you sound happier" was the comment said...

Right at this moment, a wave of sadness overwhelmed me. I mean, don't mind me sounding whiny, but every now and then, everyone has a little down time to be emo. And i happen to be Miss EMO. Things flashed through my mind, and i thought of how scary the past was... and i really believe that happiness is a journey, not a destination.

I've been on a long long journey.... and so many things have changed. Most importantly, i am at least walking in the right direction. I'm not sure if i am near my destination or not, but for now, the journey seems pretty alright... Its just been too much to handle in the past, and i think i've come too far down the road for it to go back to where it used to be... the past was scary and i never want that for anyone.

All i can say is though the past still comes back to hurt you, haunt you or remind you, at least now i have the strength to look into the future. And this strength is helping me conquer the demons in the past, and the pain lessens each time i look back. I guess, there will be a time when it all goes away...

at least... for now, the coke bottle is enough ;)