It was a whirlwind of events over this long weekend. Tears and heartbreaks aplenty. Keep wondering if my heart can actually break anymore..... cos dunno if there's any of it left.

I saw things that i never wanted to see, in my whole life. I broke down on the spot. It hurts so much that its almost impossible to imagine. No words can really relay it.

I dunno what to think of it and there' s really nothing more to say.

It is weird how everything happened so fast. I finally got the talk i wanted from him. It was good. It is almost impossible for anyone else to understand how i can forgive him for what he has done, and everything he put me through, by just walking out. It amazed me too. I didn't think i could love him that much. I didn't know that i was capable of doing that. Even i underestimated how i felt.

There is closure. We know we want to be in each other's lives, and will always be, no matter what happens. We are best friends, and we will always be.
Corny but true that i can finally say, i wish that he can find his happiness and i hope i find mine.

Come what may.

To all my friends who knows what happened, you don't hafta understand why i did what i did, just know that i'm ok. Thanks for always standing by me, standing up for me, crying with me, and for all the love, hugs and words. I love you guys.

For now, i have found peace. I hope.