If i had a wish right now, i would wish for emotional strength.

I would summon all that strength and put it into use. With that emotional strength, i would be able to seek happiness once again and get through this 'ordeal'

Then again, it is still an "if" after all.

So, converting that wish to physical strength. Going down to Cali tomorrow to finally sign up for the gym package that i have been procrastinating. Maybe if i work out enough and get a hot bod, i will have an additional strength to speak of. Muahahahhaha.