There is a dull ache in my heart and i don't know when it will ever go away. Or will it?

Had a really screwed up day at work yesterday... yet i had no one to whine to. Argh.

Went for Bro Hao's Grandfather's Wake... and met his new girl! Not exactly the best place n time for introductions, but oh well. Boy, must i say he has good taste. Lucky him.

I look around and start to reflect on funerals. I'm not sure if i want to live that long. If life is just full of pain and suffering, what's the point. I always wonder about my own funeral. Who's gonna come and who's gonna cry? Mine would really be simple, so all u guys can just appear and feast on KFC and free flow of coke. The 2 best things in life. Hopefully i get to loop my favourite songs all night until everyone go crazy and decide that, thank god i'm dead.

Morbid thoughts, but here are some of the tracks i want at my funeral:

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing---- Aerosmith
(weird, but poignant, considering that i'm gonna miss every damn thing now that i'm dead)

Blower's Daughter --- Damien Rice
(sweet and amazing. Keep a lookout on that coffin... "can't take my eyes off of you"...)

Angel --- Sarah Mclachlan

Champagne Supernova --- Oasis

A Love That Will Last --- Renee Olstead

Lonely --- Akon
(irritating for u guys but that's probably what i will be feeling then...)

Come Away With Me --- Norah Jones
(i hope my loved ones will... haha)

Imagine --- John Lennon

Never Forget --- Take That

The Most Beautiful Girl in the World --- Prince

Well, well.... death isn't so scary after all, if you actually got what u wanted from life.