Yesterday was a really rough day for me.

Didn't go to work cos my face was looking like a monkey's butt after the facial peel thingy... It was ah po's farewell party and i am really really sorry i couldn't join you guys at Settler's last night. Hope it was great... dim sum on monday yar?

Staying at home didn't help either. My mind was wandering, further away than it should. Thoughts just ran wild and i ended up doing stuff that the rational me would never do. Argh.

How tomorrow will be, i will never know... i am just living, day by day, minute by minute. Too afraid of what the future holds.