FAQs
(Ten questions that you would wanna ask the blogger but is too paiseh to, just in case you get bitch-slapped by her)

Q: So, are you two together again?
A: For those wondering, the answer is nope, we're not.

Q:Why?
A: Because it's complicated and the timing is not right.

Q: So, what is your status with him now?
A: We're friends, best friends, 2 people who enjoy each other's company a whole lot and 2 people who really care about each other. Maybe, we are more than friends, and maybe, we will always be special in each other's hearts, but then again, it doesn't mean we hafta be together.

Q: Aren't you upset about what happened?
A: Sometimes, you can't just get hung up with the past, only when you see beyond it, then you will see the future. I'm no saint and he's no devil either.

Q: Then why do you blog and post so much about him?
A: Cos i hang out with him a whole lot, and he makes my day. Other than that, he is just one of my best friends, and don't we all post about our friends?

Q: What's gonna happen to you guys?
A: I dunnno what will happen in the future, come what may. But right now, i am happy with my life and more than happy to have him in my life.

Q: Aren't you just giving cryptic and politically correct answers?
A: darhhling... don't we all love politically correct answers? But, no i am not, this is really how it is. Contrary to popular belief, we don't lead the drama life that you think we do, sometimes, life isn't just all about the drama, it only happens to phases of you life, most of the other times, it's just simple and boring.

Q: What do you wish for in the future?
A: Sounds cliched, but more than anything else, i want him to be happy. He's someone who deserves all the happiness in the world, and if i had i wish, i wish that he would be, with or without me in the equation.

Q: Are you happy now?
A: Happier than i was before. I am thankful for it, and it is only after extreme sadness that you can appreciate happines truly.

Q: And the all important last question, do you still love him?
A: He knows how i feel and i know how he feels... and i think, that's enough.

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Yeap, sounds terribly narcissistic doesn't it. But, i guess its high time to clarify matters, cos people have been asking about it, and i thought that maybe i led them to think otherwise.

Maybe all of you would think why i would reveal so much to everyone reading this cos not all of them are friends... I just think that this is me, i don't hide my feelings or hide who i really am. This is me. I don't mind people asking and more than often i am flattered by their interest in my otherwise mundane life. (and i know, we are all voyeuristic... moi aussi)

Some of you do sincerely hope that things will work out well for us, and i hope so too, but right now, we are giving ourselves time and space, to learn to grow as individuals, and not forgoing our friendship and the companionship that is irreplacable.

Thanks for all the concern and allowing moi to indulge in a little self-chat... =)