well, life has been basically sucky and sometimes, it is a pain for you guys to keep reading about my crappy life. So on my way to happier posts... this is basically my life for today...

7 am--- alarm rang, but i was too sleepy. switched it off.

8 am--- finally woke up and realised dammit, gonna b late again.

8.30 am--- out of house, multi-tasking, smoothing out hair, messaging like mad.

9.07 am--- finally got my ass into the office. switched on comp and checked mail. Getting
swamped by a million things to do, but mind still drifts away, to somewhere else, to
someone else. Just something i had to do, so msged and asked what i wanted to
know, even when i have the answer in my heart already. Back to square one, and
continue working.

11.48 am--- Read a really nice page in my comics... something about best friends. Gonna make copy of it... sweet. brought a tear to my eye.

12.30 pm--- completed morning tasks and finally a breather. Turned around to look at empty
office cos beloved colleagues are out, sob. Hafta spend 4 tedious days alone.

12.31 pm --- think of what i am going to do after work... meeting my girlfriend, Lilian for
dinner. Looking forward to it.

Oh well.... thats half my day. Will continue later tonight to sum up my day.

I am trying to find the happiness in monotony, and not realise that at the end of the day, the heart is empty.

And if you find my post monotonous... you're about halfway there in understanding my life. haha. And, I HATE MONOTONY. I live for the drama..... i want a damn happening and meaningful life!

so, people, :) for you.