Would you rather have no one care about you or have someone care so much that it makes you feel loved?

Seems like a one answer question, ain't it?

Maybe everything may seem really important to me, but the most important thing in my life, i seem to have really neglected... my health.

It's been a long while since anyone cared when i sneezed, anyone made sure i sat with a cushion so that i won't get a backache, and anyone made sure i saw the Doc when i fell ill.

It's also been a long while since i got a huge 'scolding' from this someone about putting everything else above health. I mean, it's never a shiok feeling getting scolded by another, reprimanded for not doing the right thing, taking the correct course of action... it sucks to have someone tell you that you are wrong.

after feeling spurts of anger and indignance, i suddenly calmed down and realised what it meant and how much it took for him to scold me for not taking care of myself. Its kinda silly but it does feel good to be scolded sometimes, for the reason that the scolder does care a whole lot about the scoldee... more than i ever knew.

so after getting scolded and realising how i disappointed him, i promise to take gd care of myself... with everything i can do.

but i found myself smiling at the memory of being scolded...