There is so much sadness in this world, but then again, there is still so much love.
Stories of breakups and makeups you hear, are a dozen a day. People live through all the pain and sadness and come out as better people, if not, stronger.
Sometimes i get very cynical, very skeptical about love, and then some thing will appear just to prove me wrong. What is it about this thing called love, i don't really know anymore. I see people around, getting married, planning for their wedding and trying to work out a future together. I am very happy for them, and i smile at the thought of 2 very good and lovely people being together forever.
Right now, i don't really believe in forever. I am turning 24 this year, and i am reaching the quarter of a century mark, but i still haven't found THE ONE. Is there such thing as THE ONE? I don't really know. When will you ever know if someone is THE ONE? You'll prob never know.
When i was younger, i always dreamt of getting married at 27 or 28, and leaving a cool life of love and laughter forever. Now, i really don't see that happening in the near future, much less, i don't really have a guy who would make that happen soon.
So for me, maybe dreams are just dreams. Knowing that your dream won't come true, and you may grow old alone is maybe not that bad. You just learn to start forgoing your dream and start making new ones to fit your life and realise that it ain't so bad after all.
Well, 24 is coming and i welcome it but with a little reluctance. But soon, i will start to embrace it and leave my 23 behind. I will live life the way i like to, and not make myself unhappy anymore. I will let myself be loved by the people around me when they want to and i will let the person who is meant to love me forever find the way into my heart.
As cynical as i am about love and life, i still have hope, a little hope in mankind. I shall sit back and let fate wash over me, for a special someone to walk into my life and have the courage to love me forever. If there is a someone, he will be right. If there isn't a someone, it isn't the end of the world, for at least i will love myself enought to know not to hanker after a love that isn't yours.
Right now, i am pretty happy with my life, with my friends around me. I am still in Singlesville even though i do have someone who is more-than-a-friend. But i always believe that, whatever happens will happen, and if not, it really is not meant to be.
I can stand on my own 2 feet to find myself and my life. Its a great liberating feeling to be alone sometimes, cos you know you are strong enough to forge your own way.
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Went to Km 8 @ Sentosa yesterday to just chill in the sun and enjoy the sea breeze. Love the beach and the amazing "fake" white sand. Watched triathletes training, dogs swimming and ang mohs drinking. It was a day of slacking in the sun...
Stories of breakups and makeups you hear, are a dozen a day. People live through all the pain and sadness and come out as better people, if not, stronger.
Sometimes i get very cynical, very skeptical about love, and then some thing will appear just to prove me wrong. What is it about this thing called love, i don't really know anymore. I see people around, getting married, planning for their wedding and trying to work out a future together. I am very happy for them, and i smile at the thought of 2 very good and lovely people being together forever.
Right now, i don't really believe in forever. I am turning 24 this year, and i am reaching the quarter of a century mark, but i still haven't found THE ONE. Is there such thing as THE ONE? I don't really know. When will you ever know if someone is THE ONE? You'll prob never know.
When i was younger, i always dreamt of getting married at 27 or 28, and leaving a cool life of love and laughter forever. Now, i really don't see that happening in the near future, much less, i don't really have a guy who would make that happen soon.
So for me, maybe dreams are just dreams. Knowing that your dream won't come true, and you may grow old alone is maybe not that bad. You just learn to start forgoing your dream and start making new ones to fit your life and realise that it ain't so bad after all.
Well, 24 is coming and i welcome it but with a little reluctance. But soon, i will start to embrace it and leave my 23 behind. I will live life the way i like to, and not make myself unhappy anymore. I will let myself be loved by the people around me when they want to and i will let the person who is meant to love me forever find the way into my heart.
As cynical as i am about love and life, i still have hope, a little hope in mankind. I shall sit back and let fate wash over me, for a special someone to walk into my life and have the courage to love me forever. If there is a someone, he will be right. If there isn't a someone, it isn't the end of the world, for at least i will love myself enought to know not to hanker after a love that isn't yours.
Right now, i am pretty happy with my life, with my friends around me. I am still in Singlesville even though i do have someone who is more-than-a-friend. But i always believe that, whatever happens will happen, and if not, it really is not meant to be.
I can stand on my own 2 feet to find myself and my life. Its a great liberating feeling to be alone sometimes, cos you know you are strong enough to forge your own way.
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Went to Km 8 @ Sentosa yesterday to just chill in the sun and enjoy the sea breeze. Love the beach and the amazing "fake" white sand. Watched triathletes training, dogs swimming and ang mohs drinking. It was a day of slacking in the sun...
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havent been to sentosa in a long while..hoped u enjoyed urself..i havnt been myself bcos of the breakup..hmm just hope that all will be fine for the both of us pretty soon..cant wait for CNY...
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